Holy-Night

Looking at the mountain before me, there was so much with my life I did not care for. Through time, I have accepted who I am but now I live with no regrets. The sun was slowly making its was through the sky, sending light to engulf the lands. Everything was coming into view and I was amazed for what I saw. I could feel the grass under my hands and feet, the gentle breeze crashing into my face, but what made my life perfect at that moment was who was next to me. We may have been young in age but it was clear that it was love. I could feel her hand move closer to mine, but I was not really sure what to do. It was clear as something soon guided

Looking at the mountain before me, I could feel my whole life come to an end. That sudden stop at the bottom was all that was keeping me alive. There was no way to explain it. My life should have ended, but it didn't. Instead of an end death, all I could feel was pain as movements became impossible. Something was keeping me alive and with every breath I took, I used it to curse the world. I was given a clear look at the chaos and by the fates; I was unable to turn away. As if just for my view, I could see the destroyed bodies of those who has as well fallen. The ground was covered with blood and the remains of the people I once knew, but tha

It has been my experience that nothing in life is the way it should be. That time only brings with it even more problems. In ways, I can deal with what ever life gives me, but now these problems are becoming too much. No one can help me solve these problems, for that is left to me alone, but maybe others can show the way. In life and in death, accept what is given to you but never accept that things can't change. You say I can do anything I want with my life, but when you left, you took my life with you. The pain and memories are all that is left of you. There was so much I wanted to tell you, but I could never find the words. Every time you

Its raining out... The sun is nowhere to be seen... Something was on your mind... I see it in your eyes... The rain is perfect... You move into my arms... Nothing seems to be right anymore... Your voice rings in my heart... Along with it, great pain... The rain continues on... Moving away, I can't really understand... Pain was all I could feel... Pain was my only escape... I look to your face... Just once more... I'm not sure what I see... Is it pain... Or is it joy... Neither do I except... I just continue to move away... And I have not stopped... No where to go... Nothing left... How to escape with the rain... How n

Light footsteps could be heard through out the forest, the gentle breeze followed closely behind, bring more leaves, clearing out a path. The sun was rising slowly in the east, setting a blaze to the sky. A small pair of eyes looked up to see the marvel of the show in the sky. The gaze was locked looking up so, that the owner of those eyes failed to pay attention to what was coming up behind him. The sudden increase in the wind was all that clued the person in at what was coming. The boy turns around just in time to see what was coming. Without any reaction, the boy soon found himself on the ground with something pinning him with its

One day... One day...You are here next to me One day...You are gone, out to be free One day...You will be in front of me One day...You will be gone forever One day...I see you, wanting to know how you feel One day...I want to only be with you One day...Is all it takes to make my life complete, but One day...None of this will happen, for One day...Is not enough to tell you the truth or how I feel, For it is just one day...

Nothing but Chaos, loud and uncontrolable This anger will not leave, there is much unsiad Only pain will be in the future Only sorrow will be now For this Chaos is around us Controlling our lives Destroying our souls So what should we do Fight this Chaos Or die by this

Please stop, the pain I suffer, the pain I feel Make it all stop, the regreat of not doing Telling you the truth, the truth about how I feel This needs to stop, I'm tired of it all All is happening without any reason, without purpose Why will this not end, that way everything is as it should be No pain in my body, no pain in my heart No one to help me get rid of this pain When will it stop, as a human why can't I end this The pain I always feel, the crush of my heart The tearing of my soul, so please Please do me onething and Make it stop, just t put it to an end, End of everything around me An end to it all...

Why is it that no matter what I do, nothing goes right I see my own life as a test I never what to take There is no way to pass this life I am living Why should I even try There is nothing here for me to understand Life begins and then it ends What more is there I don't really understand why I fell this pain The pain of loss, the pain of forget, the pain of nothing at all...

I hate this This heart break I feel This pain that will not go away I hate this That all of this is for nothing That I am not to be here I hate this That there should be a sudden end An end to stop the pain

And in this dark harvest of season My life has completely lost reason, For which or against to decide. All lost in a savage and endless, bleak tide In sadness and in kindness In light and in darkness. In a boat made of hope I shall sail to tomorrow, In a winding hurricane Made of treachery and sorrow. There's a spear, endless, and colossal spear... Piercing, slashing though my head. Starting somewhere in heaven, Ending somewhere in hell. Fighting, burning, crying, crashing. Are the armies within. In my head they are all thrashing. On the heaven's and hell's whim. To be light or to be darkness. A perpetual array. It's not merely my choi